Bluuuuuuuuurg

Today my head is full of a bunch of mumbo jumbo.  I don't really know how to explain how I'm feeling, so this post might be confusing to read, but I want to get it out of my head.

We all have trials.  Some people's seem more threatening, and life-changing than others.  Some people might have trials that seem insignificant to others.

The trial that I am referring to is one that has been present in my life for quite some time and quite frankly, I am getting really tired of it and wish it would just go away already.  

It is making me think that there is something wrong with me as a person.

It is adding so much unnecessary stress in my life and as each day passes, the severity of it's presence in my life grows.

I hate worrying.

I hate feeling inadequate.

I don't know how to fix it.

Hopefully sometime in the VERY near future, I can squash this trial that I am having right in the A$$ and never worry about it again.